Some of you might notice Tremors: Fit 8 in your deviations inbox.

Don't worry, it's not a fluke.

I've had the next two chapters of Tremors typed up on my dear Isaac (my laptop) for some time now. However, they've been in need of some editing and revision, particularly Fit 9. Why haven't I uploaded them? I realize that you're probably pretending to be courteous for my sake but it's okay to ask. The truth is, for some unknown about of time I was being lazy about my writing. This had to do with my lack of motivation to write Billy/Teddy (as there were updates to other fanfiction between Fit 5 and Fits 6 + 7) as well as my unwillingness to simply write.

Well, lately that has been creeping up on me as you saw in my very distraught journal entry about two or three months ago (title "I've lost it"). The truth is, I'm still not sure how well I am writing raw. The updated Tremors is just a chapter with some editing done to it. The last thing I wrote truly raw was Subtle Disappearances which was greatly lacking. It's okay, I don't mind admitting it.

The truth is, my writing has been torn to shreds by stress and college classes telling me that I'm too "wordy" in my writing. This has to do with my essays, however, and not my fiction. Unfortunately, I fear they overlap quite a bit and it'll take some time (and some good books) for me to build back up to what I feel I was doing. However, I'm trying to look at this breakdown as a positive thing. I now don't feel so "high-and-mighty" as to skip out on my reading as I did. I plan to spend much of the summer (between my job and life, of course) with a book in my hands. I'm starting with Lord of the Rings.

But my point, dear readers, is that I'm going to try to get back into the "writing groove" again. Truthfully, it'll probably start with finishing up some other things that I have on here that need uploaded. There are neglected things to be edited before I try picking up where Tremors left off. It's a work in progress, but I'm trying.

And I really, really want to thank all of you that read my works. And even more thanks to those of you that leave encouraging comments. Particularly those that seem to treat my writing as your life's blood - though I'm well aware you're exaggerating for my sake, you should know that they're the most inspiring words I ever receive. From the long, detailed replies that helpfully point out errors to the short ones simply encouraging me to keep going; they're all very special to me. More special than you could ever know.

So I hope that you'll continue to encourage me, to drive me to write again as you have been. You mean the world to me.

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My Shadow & Me


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